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• My Life As Myself •

The creator of this blog is currently trying to be a proper adult. Here, they try to figure out life through photography, writing, music and the occasional existential crisis. Enjoy.

• My Life As Myself •

The creator of this blog is currently trying to be a proper adult. Here, they try to figure out life through photography, writing, music and the occasional existential crisis. Enjoy.

the shallow end

how is it 

that nice girls

always get screwed 

over,

when assholes

and jerks get

treated like kings?

 

i keep trying 

to be above all

the mean boys,

but i got tired

and started treating

them like they've always

treated me:

emotionlessly,

without any true love

or fear.

 

it was no surprise

that by feeding them

a small spoon filled

with their own poison,

they would criticize my

methods and tell

me it was my fault

this friendship started

sinking.

 

i too blame myself,

but only for

never seeing

what hid behind

your many masks.

 

in the end, 

i am no

mean girl:

when given the

choice

i'd rather 

use a smile than

the sharp knive

that is manipulation;

even if it means 

i don't get to

rule your

cruel world.

- a.c.