The creator of this blog is currently trying to be a proper adult. Here, they try to figure out life through photography, writing, music and the occasional existential crisis. Enjoy.
The creator of this blog is currently trying to be a proper adult. Here, they try to figure out life through photography, writing, music and the occasional existential crisis. Enjoy.
Afternoon boredom tends to transform itself into creativity. And creativity makes me forget my shitty depressive thoughts, or last night's hangover.
I was already dressed, so there wasn't much point in staying home all day. I needed something new to work on, so I didn't have to feel like I wasted the whole day.
I got up and I took my camera with me, along with a freshly emptied SD card. I still get weirded out by the stares; sometimes I still feel like I'm doing something I'm not supposed to, as if the police was gonna come out of a corner yelling at any moment.
But I'm getting used to it. And I feel thankful everyday for having supportive people in my life, even though they think I'm a little odd.
I'd be flat out lying if I said I wasn't a little odd.
At this time, the future is uncertain. I've been trying to make plans and set dates like I used to, even though that never worked out before.
Nothing is like it used to be, really; I'm still getting used to it. My relashionships have shifted, and so has my mind.
For now, I'm just living day by day as much as I can, hoping I'll somehow make sense of things. And, so far, it has brought me a couple of good oportunities.
No passado dia 11, o professor do pequeno curso de fotografia que fiz organizou mais uma "excursão" logo pela manhãzinha para todos os alunos, ex-alunos e amigos interessados.
Pensei que ia ver mais caras conhecidas, mas acabei por conhecer outros fotógrafos amadores da minha zona. Estas brincadeiras normalmente levam, no mínimo, 5 horas, por isso é sempre bom arranjar pessoal que esteja motivado, mesmo com o frio de rachar que ameaçou congelar as mãos de toda a gente.
Andámos, visitámos, falámos, fotografámos... E, não querendo ser demasiado lamechas, tanto a luz fria da manhã de Inverno como a camaradagem da pseudo-visita de estudo, acabaram por dar um toque diferente às fotos.
Aqui estão algumas das que tirei (sem filtros, hã?!). A segunda parte está a caminho.