I'm sitting here, on this uncomfortable office chair, wondering about all that could be.
I've started a new phase, and I've kept adding more to it without even thinking about it.
I don't regret it; I know all these little things are building me up, it just gets a bit overwhelming when I overthink it.
But there's also a different side to it, the part where people judge my life choices. Either because it's something that "won't get me anywhere" or is "too weird", or even "not ladylike"... There's always gonna be a duality in my mind, trying to choose between pleasing others and doing what I'm actually passionate about.
So far I've gone with the latter, although it hasn't been easy. I guess that's just adulthood.